Self-esteem

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-I lacked self-confidence. It was terrible.



















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During parties people talked about things I didn't know. Films I hadn't seen, books I hadn't read, exhibitions I hadn't visited.
For example, they could discuss high level culture, like Desperate Housewife or Britney Spears for hours.
I felt like shit.



















So one day I decided to do something about it, bloody hell !



















I faked self-confidence.
I became totally uppish, pretentious, showy, bumptious, vainglorious, ostentatious, stuck-up and snooty.



















In short I was a terrible asshole. It worked perfectly. People loved me, I was the king of parties.



















But after a while, I was so unbearable that people went away.


















And now I don't see anyone anymore. I'm totally alone. So I don't have to compare myself. It is SO cool.


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